letting go

I think I've visited this topic before but it's a challenge isn't it? Sometimes you just have to. And trust. It's hard to do when you have your own ideas of how things might turn out. There's nothing worse than putting yourself outside of your comfort zone and just failing. Especially when the past hasn't been kind to you. But it's just failure and despite how I feel about failure, it does lead to growth. It just sucks at the time. So it's back to the beginning, for the I don't know how many times. I choose to believe in the possibilities. The only way I can open myself up to them is by letting go. It's hard to not feel like a kid watching Frosty the snowman thumpety thump thump away....but the snow will return one day.